peeperjj's Journal, 25 Jun 20

Got the call today. Alls well! Well it isn’t cancer anyway. I would’ve been fine with cancer because I’ve been there, done that and survived it. The unknown bothers me and now it’s back to being an unknown. I had just assumed cancer and that has kept me calm the last 4 weeks. I knew what to expect and had a plan going forward. Glad it’s not cancer but now back to googling and trying to figure out what it could be. They did rule out silicone in the node. So even if it’s ruptured it’s not leaking out of the capsule. Kinda figured that based on the MRI results.

Still no idea as to the rim like enhancement around that implant. PS wants to remove it in the next couple of weeks. Money is tight so I’d been putting it off. But maybe I should do it and maybe they can tell what the enhancement is. It’s going to drive me nuts not knowing lol.

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1341 kcal Fat: 78.68g | Prot: 88.41g | Carbs: 81.95g.   Lunch: Sun Chips Harvest Cheddar, Oscar Mayer 95% Fat Free White Oven Roasted Turkey Cold Cuts, Kraft 2% Milk American Cheese Singles, Mission Carb Balance Soft Taco Flour Tortillas. Dinner: Farmland Foods Original Pork Sausage Links, Big Buy Hardwood Smoked Bacon, Fried Egg. Snacks/Other: Premier Nutrition High Protein Shake - Caramel, Snickers Snickers Bar (1.86 oz). more...
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peeperjj, won't insurance cover the replacements if it was cancer related? Hope you are looking at the safer saline implants. Hey, I claim no medical knowledge, just have done some reading. 
26 Jun 20 by member: Erquiaga
I had to laugh when I read nipple tattoos, then I realized that was probably part of the completion of your breast reconstruction. I hope they are able to come up with an answer to the imaging issue that would ease your mind a bit. Enough is enough huh? 
26 Jun 20 by member: Kenna Morton
prayers for the unknown. 
26 Jun 20 by member: lydium
Peeper, so glad it isn't cancer, but I am concerned that your doctor doesn't plan to do more tests. Your body is trying to tell you something; if it were me, I wouldn't stop looking until I found out what's going on, even if that meant finding another doctor. Holding you in my heart. 💛 
26 Jun 20 by member: shirfleur 1
Good luck it must be very frustrating not to know 
27 Jun 20 by member: ocean_girl
Kenna, you’d really laugh if you saw them lol. The tattoo artist said she was mixing in black for shading. What she did however was use straight black in areas. Guess I shouldn't have joked with her about giving me African American nipples. We were both joking around about natural and non natural colors to use. Perhaps she thought I was serious? But if so why didn’t she take me seriously on rainbow colors or blue since it’s my fav color lol. Yes it’s the last stage. I put it off because I had a higher chance of recurrence in the first 3 years. They told me I’d have to replace the implant in about 10 years so we went ahead with tats. Now they want to move it up.  
27 Jun 20 by member: peeperjj
It took me forever to find this dr. The kids and I love her. She’s willing to order almost every test I want done. I go to her next week. If there’s any doubt in her mind that it could be something I’ll request testing. After researching more, there is a high chance these nodes are just taking up the slack for the three missing ones. I also have an oncology appointment this fall so I’ll ask her opinion. I honestly thought that office would call but they haven’t. My insurance will cover the implant replacement. However, why should they have to when the company knows its linked to a rare cancer? The FDA says replacing it isn’t worth the risks when it’s a rare cancer. 🤷‍♀️  
27 Jun 20 by member: peeperjj
Glad your not facing cancer again peeps, but I’d need to get to the bottom of it myself. Unknown is the worse to me. You’re very strong and I admire you so very much!! ❤️🙏 
27 Jun 20 by member: wifey9707
you’re 
27 Jun 20 by member: wifey9707
relief 
27 Jun 20 by member: HCB
Definitely, don't take the risk. Glad you have a good doctor. Makes all the difference. 
27 Jun 20 by member: Erquiaga
Praise God it isn't cancer. 
28 Jun 20 by member: jan-e333

     
 

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