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Well zyprexa has landed. I’m actually down 500g today from 61.7 on Thursday. I’m trying to be careful now. That first week of zyprexa was just binge city. It’s hard because it helps me not be a crying mess, but it makes me crave carbs. I think of food a lot. I tried on my wedding dress on Thursday. I didn’t feel pretty. I felt chubby. And that made me a bit sad. I wanted to put that dress on and feel like the most amazing princess. I don’t want to be focussed on my tummy, or the perceived roll of chub overhang at the top of my dress. I don’t want to become obsessed by this. I just need to be aware and eat meals and not junk. Zyprexa will make food stick to me so I need to avoid junk. I don’t want to be the party pooper but I need to do this to help my head.
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61.2 kg
Lost so far: 37.6 kg.
Still to go: 8.2 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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Gaining 1.2 kg a Week
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