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It's just into Tuesday morning. I'm trying to think when or what the last thing/time I ate was. Must have been the red rooster chips (large) on Saturday arvo night when we went on a mini rd trip. Came back, weighed in at 57.8 I think it was, something ridiculous and I didn't mean to, but with stress, just haven't eaten since. At least the runny tummy seems to be easing, I guess that's from the med change. Hope it keeps going and I can finally make 50. I so want to be 49, if not 45 for Boxing Day. Funny even writing that now though I wonder if I do. ED is my security blanket. If Diana and I are ok, I won't need it. If I lose her, I guarantee I will slip back into the seductive arms of starvation without hesitation. And that's sad but true. Love has a lot to answer for.
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54.8 kg
Lost so far: 44 kg.
Still to go: 1.8 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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Losing 6.5 kg a Week
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