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Yep well the med merry-go-round continued and from 23/10 I was hospitalised for three weeks. It was six meals a day but I wasn't worried because I figured my metabolism would adjust. And it probably would have or did, with the exception of the chocolate and lollies that I bowled through at a scary rate the first week I was in there. Having no scales I had no idea of weight, but the fact that I had to go out and buy "fat clothes" before I went in, because none of my 10s fit, so everything I bought was a 12-14, mainly on the 14 side to e baggy... And then when I was there by the middle of my stay, to two weeks in, none of it was fitting. I must've been really bloated or something cos I had these Emerson shorts that were a 16 and they could pull on but still had like an inch before they comfortably did up. Anyway. I think I've been out a week and a half now? And yesterday i checked my weight. I was over the magic 67 mark (highest wt in my normal weight reigne) and it said my body fat was 43.something and obese. And I swear it was like a switch flicked in my head. The rules were laid down. Tea, coffee, free foods if I get hungry ie carrot cucumber lettuce (salary stuff) but this was going to change. I felt embarrassed. Di hasn't seen me. Hasn't wanted to. Hasn't wanted to be near me, and she can give me every reason under the sun, but it's just such a coincidence that yeah now I'm a heifer and suddenly I'm non fuckable anymore. Amazing how that happens. How to lose your girlfriend: go from 48 to almost 68 in Feb to November. Fuck this shit. 9 months, 20 kilos. It better not take me that long to get it off again. Fuck. I'm glad she hasn't been near me. I don't know if I could take it. I feel so repulsive.
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67.3 kg
Lost so far: 31.5 kg.
Still to go: 14.3 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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Gaining 0.8 kg a Week
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