Analee's Journal, 22 Dec 13

Well I've thrown my body into hyper thyroidism in some vain hope of losing weight. Stupid cos the only side effect I ever get is the high heart rate and the anger outbursts but hey. Oh and the teariness. On another note, there's nothing like a break up to spur one back into the arms of an eating disorder. It's simple really. I was thinner she was attracted, I got thinner still, she loved me, I got gradually fatter, she stayed, left, staye, left, I'm fat, she left. So no I don't think losing it all will win her back, but at least it'll give something back to me. At least I have something to comfort myself with. Sick as that is.
64.5 kg Lost so far: 34.3 kg.    Still to go: 11.5 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

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256 kcal Fat: 5.77g | Prot: 8.55g | Carbs: 45.19g.   Breakfast: Brooklea Lespetits Yoghurt Strawberry, Liddells Lactose Free Milk, Bananas. more...
Losing 0.7 kg a Week

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Funnily enough I hadn't even read this when we had a chat tonight. You know what I think about throwing your body into hyperthyroidism :-/ But somehow most of what you said here I get. And somehow I am heading back to a place I've been before myself in my head, even if it doesn't show on my body yet. Not sure what to say hun. I am glad we got to have a proper chat tonight, we need to have more of them.  
22 Dec 13 by member: volatileblue



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