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No idea of weight today. Shit day. Started with a hard, sad, emotional conversation. At the moment I'm lying on the couch utterly drained and it's only 6:30pm. I'm telling the girls bed in half hr & I can't wait. I ventured to mac today and I'm shattered. Forgot to add I finished my salad bowl from last night this arvo before bringing down the big table from upstairs and rearranging the lounge again. My head is thumping and I've had a stress explosion from gearing up to Xmas shit. But it all made a bit more sense when I went to the toilet after dinner. I haven't had a period since December 05 last year, 2012. And I just fucking started it again. So I just feel like shit. I was quite happy without it. Now I really feel like a heifer. It's like the final confirmation of disgustingness. I despise it. I'd love a glass of wine but can't afford the calories. I hate being fat. I hate Christmas.
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64.5 kg
Lost so far: 34.3 kg.
Still to go: 11.5 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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View Diet Calendar, 23 December 2013:
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410 kcal
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Fat: 8.54g | Prot: 16.44g | Carbs: 71.85g.
Dinner: Liddells Lactose Free Milk, Bananas, Brooklea Lespetits Yoghurt Strawberry. Snacks/Other: Brooklea Lespetits Yoghurt Strawberry, Zucchini, Carrots, Green Peas (Frozen), Gelatin Desserts (Dry Mix, with Aspartame, Reduced Calorie). more...
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steady weight
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