Debbie Cousins's Journal, 18 Jun 21

Day #48 - Still marveling that God has kept me going this long! All praise and glory to Him! No weight loss this morning. Still have five pounds to lose, and now I only have nine days to do it. No worries. God's still got this, even though I've only lost 4 pounds in the PAST 9 days. "Oh the depth of riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are his judgments and His ways past finding out." If IIII was the one in charge here, I'd let myself lose all 5 pounds tomorrow morning. For some reason, though, God seems to want me to have to trust Him all the way to the finish line. I've never run a marathon, but this seems kinda like one to me. If it takes me all the way until June 27th to get to 199 pounds, I will have fasted 57 days (a smidge over eight weeks!)

Many people have said things like I'm persistent, diligent, dedicated, focused. Unfortunately, none of those things describes the "normal" me. I'm VERY undisciplined in "real life." That's how I know this is from God - because it is so UNlike me.

OK, sermon over. Let you tell me about my green beans. I have TWO green beans that are ready for picking. T-W-O, dos, a pair. There are less than ten others that are growing. I've come to a hard decision. GULP. I'm going to take them all to the back field, and empty out the containers and start again from scratch. I ordered some Royal Burgundy (purple, bush) and Kentucky Wonder (green, pole) beans which will arrive tomorrow. I'll have to wait until I win the contest to have the money to buy new potting soil for 14 big containers. These are going to be some expensive beans, but (when they're doing WELL) they bring me a lot of pleasure - joy, even.

Grandkids will be gone until Monday, so I'm going to wait until Sunday to clean the pool. If I did it now, it would just need it again by then anyway, so why bother, right? BUT, my 14-year-old grandson downstairs (who has been at a friend's house) is now back home and has the friend staying over. They MIGHT come up today and want to use the pool, ugh! Seems counterproductive for me to spend an hour cleaning it when he stays IN it less than an hour when he does go in. I was going to say, "fingers crossed that he doesn't want to go in," but then I thought I should pray about it instead, which I did, and I immediately came up with a brilliant idea - Maybe I'll just tell him that I'm not going to clean it until Sunday, let him take a look at it, and decide for himself if he wants to go in it or not. Yeah, that's what I'll do!

OK, I'd love to sit here and chat all day, but I've got a Bible Study lesson to complete before my phone call this afternoon. We're studying "Ten Women of the Bible," and are completing Rahab today. Interesting fact, we discovered: five of the eight times Rahab is mentioned in the Bible, she is referred to as "Rahab the harlot." That brings to mind a feeling of what kind of person she was. BUT, we found out that Rahab was actually the mother of Boaz, who was the wonderful guy in the book of Ruth. Rahab raised a kind, loving, successful, responsible, nurturing son. And, she went on to become the great-grandmother (?) of King David.

OOOPS! I said sermon was over, didn't I?

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I'm pulling for you to lose those last 5 lbs. I admit I would never use fasting as the method to lose, but I hope you achieve what you're after. I, too gain joy growing things 😊 I have potted tomatoes & I'm excited at the baby tomatoes on there. Thankfully, only one tomato needs to be picked at a time. Two beans, will hardly make a meal 😉 Unlike you, I have a hard time pitching sickly looking plants. I always want to try & nurture them back to health. 
18 Jun 21 by member: SherryeB
I like the thought of growing things but I'm not so great at the maintaining parts like watering and weeding...I do have a cherry tomato plant that has done really well but my strawberry plants have been taken over by weeds and the birds and other animals have eaten the fruit  
18 Jun 21 by member: Rckc
@Rckc, bummer about the strawberries! I'm slightly entertaining the possibility of planting something OTHER than green beans in a few of the pots, just to see what happens! @SherryeB, I wouldn't recommend fasting as a long-term method for losing weight, either, LOL! Thank you for encouraging me, though! Instead of being a joy for me to look out and see them through my living room and dining room windows, it pains me every time I see how puny they are. Best to put them out of their misery. 
18 Jun 21 by member: Debbie Cousins
Thanks for the knowledge. 😊 Those 5 lbs will be gone soon.  
18 Jun 21 by member: WarmBajanBreeze
Why not teach your grandson how to clean the pool? Fourteen is plenty old enough to grasp the concept. I was doing this for a summer job when I was 16. 
18 Jun 21 by member: JustBananas
Is there a plan being formulated to keep the weight off after the contest or will you go back to previous habits and regain. Short term goal VS long term. What do you believe Good would want you to do after allowing you this monetary win? 
18 Jun 21 by member: Kenna Morton
@Kenna Morton - I am still seeking God's guidance as to what plan I will follow once I reach my goal. So far, He has led me toward using a smaller plate and cutting my food portions in half, and not having seconds. I know I won't be going back to Keto, because I want to be able to enjoy all the delicious fruits and vegetables God has given us. I probably will also not give up bread because it is mentioned so much in the Bible - but I WILL switch to a healthier, whole grain or low carb option in the bread department. As far as desserts, I plan to limit them to one serving a day (I was eating them after each meal). That's what I'm leaning toward so far. Still open to His direction in whatever way He would have me go. Thanks for asking. @JustBananas, the grandson is not one to do ANY chores. He has some mental and psychological issues that he uses as an excuse to not be "forced" to do anything he doesn't want to do.  
19 Jun 21 by member: Debbie Cousins
Debbie!! Haven't checked in lately. But I'm so thankful to see the strength that God has given you it encourages me. Your killing this thing. Thank you for sharing every day. It really gives me inspiration motivation and encouragement. God has been moving things here too. One day I'll share more but for now mouth shut eyes and ears open. Lol.  
19 Jun 21 by member: HeBrewZ
Thank you, @hebrews1036 - it is blessing to ME to know that my struggle has been an inspiration and encouragement to you. My weight situation is like Paul's "thorn in the flesh." It keeps me dependent on God and helps me realize that the only way I can be successful is to exchange my "strength" (read "weakness") for His strength.  
19 Jun 21 by member: Debbie Cousins

     
 

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