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Normally in an up beat mood. Birthday was fun and had a great time. I took another emotional hit yesterday from my ex-husband that sent me straight for the junk food. I know this is not a good thing as it is emotional eating and by now you would think I could handle emotional issues with ex-husband. (Divorced for 15 years) Sent me nasty text telling me that he has been taking care of my son for the last five years and I should help him financially. He earns 200,000 a year, drives a two year old BMW, travel the world, remarried with two other children, paying for two homes in Florida. I on the other hand earn 30,000 a year, drive a 15 year old Altima (serious maintenance issues), can't afford any vacations, live in a two bedroom apartment and struggling every month. I am the bad guy because I refused to give my son money for school uniforms after he purchased $200 dollar sneakers. I took all this yesterday via email as judges court order in custody battle not to speak directly on the phone.
Today is a new day and I will use this a fuel for my fire. (LOL) This is another motivation to help me keep going with my weight loss. I don't have a punching bag, but if I did I would definitely have his face glued to the bag. I am in no way jealous of my ex-husband. I believe that we are all on a journey and that everyone must deal with their own Karma. I am like "Rocky". I lost that battle, but I will go into training and will come back a winner. Can you hear the eye of the Tiger playing in your ears yet.
I will be the one at the top and this is just one more stepping stone to overcome. My weight loss is slow now but I am sure next week weigh in will show some serious progress.
Affirmation for today: "Thy will be done through me for the highest good of all and for the true manifestation of my purpose".
Namaste
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83.5 kg
Lost so far: 0.5 kg.
Still to go: 20.0 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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230 kcal
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Fat: 2.50g | Prot: 5.00g | Carbs: 47.00g.
Breakfast: Musselman's Cinnamon Apple Sauce, Western Family 100% Natural Old Fashioned Oatmeal. more...
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steady weight
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