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Scales tiltered between .7 or .8 depending on how straight I stood ie slightly forward or back this morning, so I tried it a few times like more than normal and decided it was more .7s than 8s so hey worst is I'll gain tomorrow eh.
As I said last night, really wanted a Maccas cone w flake w the kids but settled for those pre-packaged jellies from the servo that were pretty foul but still stuffed a good few in, just for the pure rush feeling of sugar again! Then decided they really were like yuk and left the rest. Woke up early (8am) after J lobbed on me again, just in time as my sister wanted to pick up the vacuum at like 8.10. Made J breakie, prepped meds, let her with her breakie while I did my not so quick weigh in, then came down n did meds, felt like oats like I'd made Joy, figured it'd be a fibre push, haven't pooped in days, but needn't have made my own as she had like 3tsp and refused. Whatcha know? Anas catching. Anyway pot calling the kettle black cos I've maybe had 5? 7? Tsp of mine, and I made a MASSIVE bowl, like you do when you "allow" yourself something, and but I just am full - it's not that I'm worried, or don't want it, I do, oof, I'm just stuffed! And I only had a sip of water with meds beforehand so go figure.
Anyway going out with mum later so no doubt she'll try n shove something down my throat, but oats are a bit like weetbix, they keep you full all day, so I'll keep playing that one out, or the "I'll eat when I'm hungry... Or still not that hungry with this sickness, just puts you off... Don't really feel like anything, you know how it gets... Could be the antibiotics...". Blah blah blah and "courage" by superchick plays in my head :oP
Almost.. ALMOST in normal weight range. Sigh. Almost. Then it'll be high end... And so it goes on. Always such a long bloody way down. I don't seriously think I could handle going up again. I'm getting too old for this shit! The striving to get down again bit I mean. Up is very well, but who wants to live like that?
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67.7 kg
Lost so far: 31.1 kg.
Still to go: 14.7 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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Losing 1.4 kg a Week
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