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I am 46, married and a mum to 4 kids. I have severe depression, PTSD and BPD.
For years I have turned to food then as soon as I'm finished, I think why the fuck did I do that.
I don't look at myself in the mirror unless essential. I hate what I see looking back at me. My husband and I are going to phuket in October and all the clips we've watched, majority of women are in G-strings and tiny bathers. WTF am I going to do....
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85.3 kg
Lost so far: 0 kg.
Still to go: 25.3 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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1254 kcal
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Fat: 46.74g | Prot: 51.62g | Carbs: 164.45g.
Breakfast: White Bread, Coles Extra Large Eggs, Coles Baked Beans. Lunch: Bananas . Dinner: Cupcake Cake without Icing, Homemade-Style Spaghetti Sauce with Meat and Vegetables. Snacks/Other: McVitie's Digestive Biscuits. more...
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Gaining 0.3 kg a Week
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