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I was 62.2 on Di's scales earlier this week. As of yesterday afternoon, I've randomly developed this weird anxiety based tight throat-can't eat thing again. I have no idea what it's about this time. Joy starting school? Being social? Fiona coming down? Di not telling people about being engaged? All these things make me anxious. Why yesterday afternoon it suddenly popped up, I have no idea. I find the anxiety horrible. I feel stupid. I cry. I feel physically ill. And my head still says "but the up side is, you lose weight!" It's fucked up. Yes I want to lose weight, but I didn't want this.
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62.2 kg
Lost so far: 36.6 kg.
Still to go: 9.2 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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Losing 0.1 kg a Week
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