MissyMissMiso's Journal, 17 Nov 16

I can see myself going down a dark path. That means I can stop it, right? It began with mindless big online spending, then yesterday I had alcohol for the first time in a couple years. Going on a food binge now. I was elated this afternoon after coming back from the shops. Maybe it was all the Christmas stuff I saw everywhere. Then I imagined a horriblr scenario - the worst thing that I could think of happening in my life and I felt so depressed I felt sick. I have a horrible feeling in my heart and I don't know what to do.

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Ring lifeline and talk to some-one, your never alone 
17 Nov 16 by member: jennykrstic
I feel for you. I can't drink alcohol either and it is a scary thing to be tempted. You can always start afresh. Get in contact with AA. You can even do it online. Don't give up. ❤ 
17 Nov 16 by member: Aussie Elise
You are not alone, my husband can't drink alcohol because he feels so down for a few days afterwards. Just remember that you can and will come out the other side, talk to someone, anyone. How you feel today may not be how you feel tomorrow....Just get there and see and then take it from there xx 
17 Nov 16 by member: JustineJones
Hun, please call 13 11 14. Please do it sooner rather than later. I am sorry I just saw this post now. Feeling as though there is something horrible coming is never good - and if you just talk to someone about it, maybe they can help turn those thoughts around. We are here for you too. If you need to chat just please please private message any one of us.  
20 Nov 16 by member: angelica_95

     
 

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